Monday, September 13, 2010

HLJ VF-27 - Supplemental - "The Zone"

Not an official part of the WIP. I'm at the decal stage now and it's tough, time consuming work. Especially the way that I'm doing it. I feel like I'm going to have to put myself into the "zone" again and really just power through it.

It's weird. I felt myself getting there the other night but I had to shut it down early and go to bed (it was near 4am at the time). I'm not sure if you any of you have felt that before. That point when you're modeling and you just want to keep pushing and do as much as you can for as long as you can, regardless or time or plans for the next day. I felt that before when I was working on my Impulse.  (After re-reading that post it's funny to think about how little as changed.)

I'm going to have to go back to that 'place' again.  Force myself in because you know... I'm just frustrated.  Not with anything in particular.  Just myself.  My summer vacation is nearly over and I'm thinking of what I've done but what keeps coming back is what I haven't done.  Don't concentrate on the negatives just make the changes now.  No regrets.  Just movement.  Forward movement.  Gotta make it happen.

First I'll get the chores and stuff out of the way, so I can enter with a somewhat clear conscience.  I work best when the sun has completely disappeared so...  I'll be going into the zone at around 9pm and going hard until the jobs done.  Or I lose my mind.  Or should I say lose 'more' of my mind.

Time for the big push!  Here we go!!!